Just a quick preview:
1) HS- I thought I had BPH
2) I had scurvy, every disease in Mark's med books
3) Bubby died- and I was mortal.
4) Ira died, and I thought I was going to.
5) I thought I was sick- Helen talked me out of it.
6) Panic attacks with Wellbutrin
7) Panic attacks- did gig.
8) Job goes up in smoke- meltdown, burnout, what else?- hypochondria attack.
Like 2 years ago, walking up hill or stairs will involve some "shortness of breath"- that continues or increases rather than leaves due to fear. Instead, it grows. A week or two ago, and still some moments today, there are times when lungs don't feel right at rest. I had chest x-ray and echocardiogram 2 years ago. Panic subsided. Blood tests just taken. We'll compare notes with remicade, test resyults, all the meds and doctors. Meantime, exercise. When did this happen? Uh... after I left job. When last time? Uh.. after DWI.. When before thaat? Uh.. after I left job... Daddy sick... always guilt- as well as stress. Huge guilt. Dump the guilt. Calm down. Get in shape. Believe. More next time......
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